O man with a Twinkle

Smile like the rays of sun...
His eyes twinkle like a little star...

Away from the darkness of life, he stands
Bright like sun he shines....

Light goes dim and nights start rising,
he finds himself in the midst of no where...

"No way to Go sneh...without you I have no life" He cries..."How can the love of my life leave me..How can God be so cruel?" He mumbled
With her deep eyes, she looked at him " I give you all the brightness and happiness in the form of our children.. You have to take care of them and in their light I shall Live FOREVER"

Drenched in his own tears, he says "I will protect them... Like a mother I shall stand by them till and beyond Time, stars and life"

Days pass by one after one...he and his children are living with less pain and full of fun.... " O man with a twinkle, you are our light.... you shine like a star..your armour so bright.... you are our strength... O man with a Twinkle ...You are our BEST MAN" baby, guddu, puppy and pinki sings.

They found Sneh in the love they share.... And as she promised him, she lives in the light of their smiles.....

The day you left....

I still remember that day you left..
I lost you....I don't know why??

I saw you lying on the floor...
Cold and lifeless you were...

With shaking hands and stoned eyes I touched you..
"She is alive....Daddy she is alive" I shouted...

Everyone told me you were dead but I couldn't believe it,
"She can't leave me..she promised...she will always be there" I mumbled..

I touched your wrinkled hand, drops of blood fell on my hand..
I heard you saying "I am leaving this body my dear but I will always live inside you"

Dressed like a bride, you looked beautiful...
Like an angel your face was glowing,

That was your last journey with everyone...

It's been more than 3 years,
And I still can feel you....

I still carry your heart in.... "my heart"
I love you "Amma"

Dreams do come trueee....

Walking on the clouds ......amazing it feels...
looking at the sun...I feel bright....

Nothing can stop me...I dare
Oh u can't scare me...like i care

My dreams are high...U can't touch them..
My dreams are strong ...U can never destroy them...


Walking on the clouds ......amazing it feels...
looking at the sun...I feel bright....

Nothing can stop me...I dare
Oh u can't scare me...like i care

My dreams are high...U can't touch them..
My dreams are strong ...U can never destroy them...
I stop n i think...
I think and I plan
I plan and I march

Though my dream seemed far
I still know
will make it one day
as the lil girl in me still knows
dreams do come true

Unsaid

Words fall less when i think of you...
Though less we talk...I know....
I still know you...

Beyond the sky.. below the sea....
You will be my best man as far as I can see....

We have sailed together...
through all the highs and lows....

we fight we laugh we crib we start
I don't know why? we still stand by :)

And here I say the unsaid....

Fog In eyes

Standing on a frozen island, I see
I see you and me....

I can freeze the breeze which blows your hair......
I can freeze the sea splashing water on you

How can I freeze the time.... for you and me
I stand here waiting for you....no reason I see but still I stand.....

Being alone is my destiny I guess...

Frozen me ....frozen is the TIME

I love arrrrgggggghhhhhhhhh Hate you

You must be wondering what is it with this love and hate confusion.... Well from a looooong time I have been thinking about this wonderful ;) relations we share with our loving (LOL) relatives... Yes !!! you heard it right "RELATIVES". When I was a kid, mom used to scare me by saying “agar tum nahi soyi th bhoot aajayega". Trust me this word"Bhoot" used to make me shiver. But later on I realized there is nothing as ghosts in this world..... We have Relatives (better be scared). If at all my relatives go through I ll be Dead....

Analyzing them-

Ghosts oops I mean relatives can be broadly classified into 3 categories- Aunties, Uncles and cousins!!!

As people say Ladies first here we start...

In the loving memory of my lovely aunty relatives- They are very very peculiar and suspect each and everything that comes across them.Oh yess HOW CAN I FORGET.... the best habit they have is "you gift them anything (any damn thing) even a tiffany’s diamond, they will always say "acha hain.... but you gave me the worst and gave your other aunty a better gift". Are you kidding me?? I mean after putting in so much of effort and most importantly "MONEY" u say it’s not worth...Oh cmon!!! It is reallly really easy to hate them and for me “U know it ;)"

The deadly uncles- Deadly hhaha yea deadly man....It is very easy to hate them...Really... Don't believe me?? hmmmmm....... U will..... " aapka beta kya kar raha hain....kher chodiye...my son is doing BCOM"... bcom lol....There is a major shift from aunties to uncle..... They hate what you have...Infact looks down on you and hey whatever is their starting from a shirt button to his son ......everything is class apart...ya right...class apart ;).........

Annoying cousins- Have you heard that sound often when your cousins are around "nanananmamammamyeyeyeyhhhjfmanfmdaf"...... ya ya I understand, our cousins (Irritating, annoying cousins). Sometimes I feel they are "devil incarnated".... These are those ghosts which you can hardly get rid of...You have to be with them (NO CHOICE)

This is all about the "LOVE/HATE" relationship!! Nothing personal PLEASE: P

As we Fly!!

Its funny, how I know u.....
I feel I have always known u.....

your eyes resemble mine...
I know u r just mine....

Days pass by ....years walk away...
holding each other ...we just fly

away from the barriers of blocks.......
we fly together as one soul

parellel skies, parallel seas.....we run on parallel lines .......
The wall of glass though has teared us apart.....holding each other ....
I know....

We Still can fly

Angel of my life....

In the dark shadows of life i see her......dressed in pink, she looks like a a fresh petal of rose to me....her eyes brown and big as if she trying to know me.....her little fingers like the softest bud......she looked like a sweet little soft toy to me.....my soft toy....she is my possession........

Her little wings eager to touch the sky but can't fly...... she holds my hand and looks at me.....from her big wide eyes she gives me instructions to make her fly.... Scared in my heart I hold her up and teach her to fly in the deep blue sly....... Fear is always big but not bigger than belief...She makes me proud every time her wings flap....

Look at her now.....how has she turned into a beautiful angel....her beautiful golden hair curled on her forehead....... her eyes still big and brown....she is all set to take the big final leap in the deep blue sky....looks at me with those curious eyes....I know in my heart she has it in her.....though scared I am but still I know her.....

Here goes my angel to conquer the world.....but back here she will always come ...where we unite....

Angel of my life...you are my world....as u walked in my life , I realized my worth ......

Sailing you and me.....

sailing you and me
in middle of the deep mystical sea

I see no land, just u and me
Days are darker and nights grow bright

Me for you and I have you.....

I have been waiting for you the day i was born
your eyes cast a spell on me ....You looking at me and I lose it all yet I gain.....

Is it the end or a start yet again...
I found me in your arms
and here I am falling in love with you all over again

sailing you and me
In

Middle of the deep mystical sea...........

Exploring “ME”

Knowing me is easy but understanding me is one of the most typical tasks in its own way. Why would anybody bother to know me… but anyway here I am … Pallavi…. Best known as pal…for some it is the shortest form of my name…for some it means friend but for me it means “moment”…. Coz that’s what I am all about… moments…. I am what I have lived….my experiences good or bad makes me “ME”...
Confused ….don’t be….for that is not my purpose at all... Living my life in the moment is my way ….
I am as funny as serious I may sound... Loves to play pranks on people and tease my dear friends….
My imaginations are crazy…I can deep dive in the mysteries of life any day anytime….. You may not even realize that I am lost…… I am a world saver a moment and the next moment I am the victim of plights of human life….

Even I don’t know who I am….I am still exploring “me” ……

Girl In the mirror

As I stand on my window and look outside, I see rains pouring from the dark clouds as if a lady wearing black is crying for what she has lost. I can see her eyes and the pain it. I can see what she lost all this while to gain. I see a mirror which carries a broken image. Is this me or is this a reflection of that woman. Differences disappear and I find no difference between me and her. Going back now is like a dream…a dream which I know can never happen... As I look in the mirror I see someone else………I am what I was never…. Is it that my face has changed? …yes I have changed but my eyes are still the same….. My eyes have not changed…..

I am lost in the midst of nowhere….. Girl in the mirror has changed